Heartbreak

I have ridden all 3 of my horses in the last 2 weeks as well as 3 of a friends. I've had more ride time lately than I have in years and it feels great. Granted, Priss and Diesel are restricted to just a walk. It still feels great. However, in life, heartache is never far behind.

Diesel went to back to Bay City to see if we can get him more relief from the navicular. The farrier that works with the vet watched him walk just a few strides and wanted to see his X-rays. After viewing them, he ordered lateral shots. What we found was completely unexpected. In addition to navicular disease, Diesel suffers from bone chips in both of his coffin joints. It's amazing he has been sound at all. This is completely fixable with a costly surgery. How do you justify that kind of money for a horse who will undoubtably be lame the rest of his life? I can't. We did put him in eggbars with wedge pads to see if it would help the navicular pain. I'll give it two tries and if it is not helping we'll pull the shoes and leave him in the pasture until it is time. It kills me to know our time is limited and that the end will have to be my decision. Diesel is such an amazing horse and I already miss him.